Yes Melissa is here but not really. Not cool to hang with mom. It's the no adult to talk to for days on end that gets to me. I like my job but its a job. It's nothing I would have pursued I just kind of fell into it. So at work, talk is work. I get home and there's basically no talking. That's where I go nuts. My mind keeps thinking and everything gets to stay inside. Not healthy.
Grew up with brothers and sisters. Until 10 years ago always lived near family. I'm so isolated and nothing I can do about anything cause with the divorce and kids I have to stay here. Alone. Not talking with the words continuing to spin in my head. Kinda makes ya a bit nutso.
Gonna be a long couple weeks alone.
Wish I was closer so I could give you the big hug you need so bad. Love you Petunia.
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Well, that long distance phone call hug was awesome. I'm super duper lucky to have you as a brother.
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