Help

I'm floundering again. So damn much on my plate and so fricking tired of dealing with everything. I need to gripe and bitch. I need someone to help and do some things for me. I hate owning a home alone. So much to do. 

No benefits at work and I desperately need to get eyes checked and am out of contacts. Tooth was bugging me a bit but I continue to ignore it. Haven't been to a dentist is four years. Need to get to regular doc for bloodwork and also annual girlie exam. Also colonoscopy I've put off two years. Need time and money and help. Sooo stressed and tired of coping by myself. 

Ok venting done. Gonna go cry myself to sleep. Heelllppp meeeee.