....exposing myself.....

Random, written when I was going through the divorce....I just realized last night that I will be completely alone this Christmas, the very first time ever in my life.  I've always been near family and when not, I had MY family.  Even last year I had the girls.  This year, no one and I'm terrified.  Every time I think about it I break down in tears.  Made me think of this......

ache, deep within

changes, unknown

fear and exhilaration conflicting in my body

release?

crimson tears bring pure joy